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June 19th 2006
Hey everybody who reads this anyways? N e ways...today i am just hanging around being bored like usual ganna take some books out and read, read read because my love JEREMY comes home in 17days i am excited countin down the days again but its all good hes my love button**SMILES**, so i have thought of some names for the baby if its is a girl
-Aquarmarine
-Angel Kelly (jeremy likes that one)
-Jannessica
-Bridget Marie**ME LIKES**
or ANARKIE CHANTELLE
The only boy name i have so far is Jeremy bradley Kefka i think its kute but jeremy dont so go figure, he likes Trever but were not sure i have like 8months to go so i can decided closer to then.
So summer is going to be fun im ganna not have a job so i can have a party sorta NO i just wanna go to lake lots and have lots of fun with frinends because next summer i will have the baby and not be free no more but i cannot wait!!!
But thats all for my thoughts later
Mandy
Jun 16/06
Well well well...its been quite along time since ive blogged hasn't it>? well to catch y'all up Jeremy and I broke up when he asked me to move out of his dads house so off to hell er i mean home I went for about a week then i shipped myself to army base to see my cousin Martina for a week or Two..but on valintines Day...
He calls me up to say happy valintines day suspisious or what? NE ways..we talked for a while and then i asked him back out because we missed eachother so we are happily back together almost 9months together(we dont count the brake up).
Yupperz then when i got back Jeremy moved in with me so my rules YES!!!...but he breached and is currently in Jail AGAIN till July 5th so soon we'll be together..and hers teh best news IM PREGNANT 7 and a half weeks YAY im due late january early febuary ane we cannot be happier!!
Hoping for a girl but will take whatever
Mandy
Jan/20/06
Hello
Today is friday and i am sitting at home AGAIN!! lol o well skools pretty gay dont you agree ash? lol honestly I am so bored i dunno what to do, its like 4:04pm so yeah i cant very well go to skool now can i? I am sitting in my living room waiting for my bf to come home..hehe listing to LL shes hot*wink* yeah i may go to my aunties tonight...may not well oh well hey? So um well i dunno what else to talk about im speecheless and well for once thats not good:) oh well wanna send a shout out to ASHLEY my bitch and VIV and um DENNA!! lol hey guys!!!!!!
Jan/22/06
Hey pplz
Today Is sunday and its around lunch time and i am just sitting around by myself..Again but w/e im a new ME!! hehe i has such a blast on the weekend and it totally made me wanna have more fun!! Fuck i was so high it was scary,But a good kind of scary i was like floating haha and the fuzzys were comeing for me closing in..that sounds crazy well ya know Just because the voices dont talk to you dont be jelous... haha that reminds me of Ashley so much haha love her shes so hyper its crazy.
Now heres a little pointer for all y'all girls who say"oh I want a bf" do you really? honestly? being single is really fun you dont have to worry bout if your flirting or if your drunk if your fucking the right person (I just think that reminds me of AMber JK!!) and well I like having a bf sometimes its gets old fast..like if your always bothering them(like i do) and they get sick of you and SNAP!! like somebody I know then yeah..its not so fun because its not like tv where its hugs and kisses all the time ppl that are like that are LUCKY but its not usually like that when you love someone you get jelous and demanding of there time and they wont like that so take it for me its ok to be single..VERONICA!!.
wowie im not sure what else to talk about so im ganna update as much as i can and i have exams and work this week god damn mcdonalds so i will cya later love
*MANDA*
<(Tonights the night that im ganna die dont cry because you miss me..cry because your happy im gone)> <(U.G.L.Y)>
Jan/29/06
Fucking bullshit
thats what This love is..thats what this life is.
a book of lies you've painted into my mind. You dont love me stop kidding yourself stop this rope from around my neck.
Kiss me..then kill me im your puppet do what you please with me!
I'd give up this world for you..but youd give up not a single thing to save my last breath..GO TO HELL!!
I'd rather cut my vains out and watch them bleed and when its to blurry to see then arn't you glad u killed me?
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Its about 1:30am and im depressed again guess im a fucking little EMO kid but wtf is emo? go and lable me whatever the fuck you want to..Im ganna just lie in my room in the dark and think of all the ways i could end my life you know many of them arnt half bad..sharp objects..Pills..chemicals ahh when will the day come when im ganna die and be at peace...
I love Jeremy so much but i guess im stuick on my own page in this "reletioship" or so its called or 4month is on monday and BIG DEAL i guess thats all i can say fuck what i said it dont mean shit to him i wish i could see what his face will look liek if I die and I HOPE he finds me!!! oh well this wishfull thinking has calmed down a bit im outie.
xoxxoMandaxoxxo
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